Hospitals in TV Bug Me Now :(

Does anyone watch Emily Owens M.D.? It's this cute doctor show with Mamie Gummer, Meryl Streeps' daughter (she is an amazing Oscar winning actress, the mom I mean). Anyway, I sat down to watch the second episode with my mom and the show is in a hospital of course. There was a scene where the doctors were talking to the patient and I just couldn't take it. It was weird, but emotionally I just....I was just fed up with hospitals. Seeing a patient's room just brought back memories of lots of tests, poor nights of sleep, and the caged in feeling from seeing the same four walls. I told my mom, I turned to her and said "I can't watch this, it's too soon". She understood, but I didn't know that's how I felt. It was strange. How long until I can watch doctor shows? I happen to like  a few, but I don't know if I will ever see them the way I did before. Not after experiencing it. That was just a weird moment, to have this overwhelming emotion of fear and disgust and almost worry that I would have to go back, I didn't know that feeling was there, and to be brought up by a simple entertaining show. I'm not saying they mistreated me as the hospital, but it wasn't all raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens. It was not my favorite things.